you thought that im incomplete without you…
you thought that im still in love with you
you thought that you’re still the one in my heart.
well here’s what i can say, i already move on.
c’mon……… stop assuming those kind of stuff.
i know i hurt you before and you gave me your sweet revenge.
but now it’s my time to fire a gun and you’re my target.
but i know you’re already numd to feel this…
im not missing you…. im taking over you.
hahaha!!! im not trying to scare you guys!!! im here to tell you our super duper day of el capitan. it was our first time to watch a movie at the movie house. we watched silent hill at sm fairview. well the film was from the game silent hill. since im not a gamer, it’s hard for me to understand the film. anyways… at the beginning of our day a crazy thing come our way. im with golda, luigi and nonoy and we’re waiting for anna marie. while waiting for her, a tricycle cart passed and we laughed at the word which is written in the cart. "tinapay po!!" is the word. we laughed out hard because nonoy speak "tinapay po!!" in different ways. as anna marie arrived we relay the "tinapay po!!" story. as we arrived at sm fairview to wait for julleth, we passed by in front of "fitness first" and there’s a large lcd tv on front. and the video was their latin dance class and golda try to do it and his brother nonoy laughed at her. as julleth arrived, we also relay it… and she laughed really really loud!!!. as we get through to the movie house, pay our tickets and entered to the movie house. as we all settle down, the movie was about in the middle, so we decided to look for the first part which we miss. as the movie ends and all the lights turned on!!! julleth told us if we want to sing at the videoke room at tom’s world, we all agreed. so as the movie start we’re all quiet. and there’s this scene which reminded me of the music video of urbandub "first of summer" because the scene im talking about was a establish shot of empty classroom of a abandoned school. and the first part of urbandub’s music video is also a empty classroom establish shot. i almost want to sing the first part but i controlled it because if i sing all my friends will laugh at me and the other people will think that we’re crazy, because we’re watching a horror film and we’re going to laugh. so i intend not to sing. as the movie is over. we went to tom’s world. we accomodate a room, buy 30 tokens and chose a song we want to sing. i dared myself to sing chiquitita by abba. just for kicks, i just want to make my friends laugh again. so it’s time for me to sing again i enter the song code( which is chiquitita ). it was out of tune… but to my expectation that they’ll laugh at me… the sing with me with matching laugh… so it means it exceeds to my expectation. as the singing is over. we went through the record bar. julleth and luigi look for vcd of "the ballad of jack and rose" while the others look for their favorite artist. nonoy shouted to his sister golda that golda’s favorite album this year was the cd of manny pacquiao. nonoy raised the cd and we all laughed at him. as julleth and luigi found what they’ve been looking for. we all went home. as we’re in the jeepney, luigi saw a "missing person" poster at the lampost and it’s ironic. why? because this was written in the poster: NAWAWALA/MISSING SHARON 9 YRS OLD. and we remember the movie we saw. there was a part that the main character is looking for her missing daughter named Sharon and the person written in that poster was a child named Sharon. See? that’s the day of el capitan… dozens and dozens of fun, laughter and crazy thoughts.
im such a BIG LOSER when it comes to love. right now im inlove with a guy (i will not say his name…because everytime i always mention his name… a bad luck comes my way)
but he only came from a break-up and he’s really really mad… like hell.
he condemned love eternally, while you’re wishin’ that someones getting hurt… and that’s me me…me…me…me… you dont care anyway, you dont see how i feel for you.
damn!!!!!!!!!!!
well heres my parting words for you!!! FUCK YOU!!!!
I’m mad!!! very very mad!!!
wanna know why?
about the guy i love today.
you may think I’m crazy, but he dont see that I CARE FOR HIM *GODDAMNIT!!!!*
he’s still affected on to their break-up
HE DONT SEE HOW MUCH I CARE FOR!, HE DONT SEE THESE FUCKING FEELINGS, HE DONT SEE ALL THE GOOD THINGS I’VE DONE TO HIM.
IF SIX MONTHS AFTER… AND HE STILL THE SAME OLD SHIT…
WELL I DONT KNOW! IT DEPENDS ON THE DEVIL SIDE OF MY CONSCIENCE.
WHATEVER POPS IN TO MY DAMN HEAD… (AND THAT’S SUICIDE)
I’LL DO IT!
BECAUSE A PERSON LIKE ME… ARE NO RIGHT TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD!
IM JUST ONLY UNLOVED, FORGOTTEN AND BETRAYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shigoto ni mo sei ga deru
Kinyou no gogo
TAKUSHII mo sugu tsukamaru (tobinoru)
Mezasu wa kimi
"Dochira made ikaremasu?"
Chotto soko made
"Fukeiki de komarimasu (shimemasu)
DOA ni chui"
Kaze ni matagi tsuki e nobori
Boku no seki wa kimi no tonari
Fui ni ware ni kaeri KURARI
Haru no yoru no yume no kotoshi
Traveling kimi wo
Traveling nosete
ASUFARUTO wo terasu yo
Traveling doko e
Traveling iku no?
Tooku nara doko e demo
Traveling motto
Traveling yurase
Kowashitaku naru shoudou
Traveling motto
Traveling tobase
Isogu koto wa nai kedo
Kikasetai uta ga aru
ENDORESU RIPIITO
Kimochi ni hakusha kakaru
Neraidoori
Nami to hashagi kumo wo sasoi
Tsui ni boku wa kimi ni deai
Wakasa yue ni sugu ni CHIRARI
Kaze no mae no chiri ni onaji
Traveling mune wo
Traveling yosete
Itsumo yori medatchaou
Traveling koko wa
Traveling iya yo
Mokutekichii wa mada da yo
Traveling mado wo
Traveling sagete
Nani mo kowakunai MOODO
Traveling koko de
Traveling ii yo
Subete wa kibun shidai
Minna odoridasu jikan da
Machikirezu kon’ya
Kakureteta negai ga uzukimasu
Minna moriagaru jikan da
Doushite darou ka
Sukoshi dake fuan ga nokorimasu
Traveling kimi wo
Traveling nosete
ASUFARUTO wo terasu yo
Traveling doko e
Traveling iru no?
Kore kara ga ii tokoro
Traveling motto
Traveling yurase
Kowashitaku naru shoudou
Traveling motto
Traveling tobase
Tomaru no ga kowai chotto
Traveling…
i’ve been living in a lie since birth….
im so depend and used to it.
first lie that i tell to a heck of a people
that my mom is dead…
now me and jeff broke up
and i dont want to let them konw about our situatiuon
i just want to be silent about it
same as him
so if you read this blog…
i just want you to know that…forget everything you red on this blog
if you tell this to somebody else…
im going to abduct you, bring you in a deserted island and leave you naked…
did you understand?!?
all i want for christmas is my Jeffrey…
d man who really love me…
and never leave me…
that’s all!
i’ll never ask 4 more
all i want for christmas is my Jeffrey…
d man who really love me…
and never leave me…
that’s all i’ll never ask 4 more
10 days from now… im already 18
10 days from now… from young lady to woman
10 days from now… no one can stop me now
im not a kid anymore
i can now do whatever i want
on december 19, 2005
everything changes
i want everyone will witness this very special day
including my love one…
for the person who REJECT to see my very special day
im so sorry… but reject me in your life…
WHAT: MY 18TH BIRTHDAY PARTY
WHEN: DECEMBER 19, 2005 TIME : 7:00 PM
WHERE: BAGABERDE BAR N GRILL, PASIG
ATTIRE: CASUAL (BUT NO WEARING OF DENIMS PLS…..)
SPECIAL GUESTS: NYOY VOLANTE AND NINA
BE THERE!!!!!!!
RSVP: MAGGIE DANGANAN 09165516826/ (02)9370423
AMOR QUIAMBAO 09062080567
DYNAMIX OFFICE 09209515567/ (02)5330642
